what the fuck. i wish i could just remain happy for ONE fucking day. -my friends ditched me (well, that isn't too new) -ian isn't answering my calls or talking to me, why i do not know. -supposed to go out with ian tonight, he talked to me for a total of a minute online and got off without saying bye. -my best friends is hooking up with max. i'm not really mad over it, but whatever it still sorta pisses me off just because i would never do that to her. -i wish i could just get a boyfriend i could be happy with. i really like ian, but i think he finds me annoying now. -i don't even have anyone to talk to about shit. i could tell my friends, but its not like they are going to care. -i am so fucking frustrated.