Sunday all I did was pack for horseback riding camp. I talked to Ian on the phone for a long time. He really pissed me off just because he was being a jack ass and talking to my friends and being like Julia is being emo blah, blah, blah. So I just sort of stopped talking and he kept on saying whats wrong, I know your mad, but I didn't really talk to him. We didn't talk for like an hour and then Amy IMed me and asked me if I met any guys at the beach and if I did anything with them. Her and Ian talk all of the time and he always gets her to ask me stuff. So I just told her that I had met guys and hung out with them but I never did anything with them because I liked Ian too much to ruin it on someone I would see one time (not mentioning Matt, I don't like him, I loooove him..lol but yeah I didn't do anything with him. Amy sends what I say to Ian, of course. He IMs me and says "I heart you, but why are you mad". I finally decided to start talking again. I'm not the type of person when I am mad to tell people why, and I know its not a good thing because nothing gets better when you don't tell the person why you are mad at them. Horseback riding camp was fun. Spartan was being a butt head, but he was stalled all of them time and he hasen't been in a stall for more than 10 minutes at the barn and he also hasen't been anywhere since he was 2 and he is now 4. He bucked me every single lesson, but I never fell off. I don't see how I stayed on because he was bucking pretty bad when he did buck. He finally jumped more than crossrails. I got to see the horse I may get, but there is another girl looking at him too that is already at the barn that he is at, so I don't know if i'll be able to get her or not. I hope I do though because she is a really good jumper. I think Ian is out with girls again today, and now hes not going to tell me when hes been out with them because he knows I get mad over it.