I am falling apart and I don't know what to do. I've been sick for the past 2 weeks. We found out that our Lacrosse coach is moving to New York. Most people didn't understand why the whole team was crying all day, but he was a personal coach. He got to know all of us and he didn't just coach the game, he helped us with things outside of lax and just really got close to us. We are all taking it really hard. We were like a family and now its going to be so hard to just have a new coach come in and take over. Its just not fair. I found out today that one of my good friend's dad had a heart attack and died. He was the guys lacrosse coach. As of now they can't get ahold of his son, Mack, becuase he is at the lake with some friends. I walked inside and saw my dad was crying because Bob, the guy, and him were really close friends and they just had dinner together the other night. I really don't think I can take all of this anymore, everything is falling apart. What did we do to deserve all of this? Its so unfair how some of the best people in our lives are taken for no reason at all. RIP Bob Johnson 6-4-05 .. You were such a great coach, father, and friend.