hmm so today i didn't feel good and just didn't want to be at school, so i came home. there was this little party shindig sat. night (this girl jessica had it and one of my friends got invited). she was telling me about something her boyfriend did at the party and then she started telling me about this chick who claims she tried to kill herself, at the party. okay i'm sorry, but she has just won the total dumbass award. she "cuts" herself at the party, with a fork. if your gonna cut, i do believe a fork is not going to do it. and even if she really did try to cut, who does it at a party where anyone can find out about it. honestly if i cut, i wouldn't want a whole party knowing about it. we live in a VERY small town, things do get around. oh well, not my screw up. the mexican and me haven't really been talking anymore. everytime we try to do something one of us can't. yeah, everytime i call he is always with another girl or on the other line with one. i'm not so sure i want to waste my time on someone who will prob just "play" me. whatever. his friend is really cool, though. i know that sounds really low that i have a crush on his friend, but me and him never had anything really in the first place. but yeah..who knows. we got our report cards today Photojournalism-A Algebra-B World Geo-B PE/Heath-A English-A Latin-B Science-B uhh and my parents are "upset" about the grades. riiight. i hate it how they expect so much. well i'm straight tired so i'm gonna go sleep.