Wow, its been quite some time, like I always say in every entry. This have really changed. I think I'm starting to realize who my true friends are and I feel like I'm just not being so immature about situations now. Melvin and I haven't spoke but a couple times since that whole deal, it doesn't really bother me, which is surprising being how upset I was at the time. I have found who my true friends are and I intend to keep them. This is us when we went out to dinner one night.. except I am like looking scary on the side, but I think its cool looking Over spring break, I went to Flordia for a mission trip. While all of my old friends were out getting drunk and acting stupid, I was doing something to actually help people. It was really sad working with all of the homeless kids and it made me realize a TON. Just being there for a week has basically changed my life. I'd like to say I've become a better person and have a more positive outlook on life. Grayson and I have been close since Melvin and I broke up. He is really a great guy. I knew I had a thing for him before spring break, but being away from him made me realize that I actually liked him. He is one of my best friends and just makes me really happy. I'm not going to get all caught up in things like I usually do, because now that I look back on it, that is kind of immature. We hang out and talk about things all of the time, which I have not done with any guy that I have liked before. It's always just been that I liked them for their looks or whatever. Grayson is def. not the most attractive person, but I now realize it truly does not matter about what the person looks like, becuase Grayson makes me really happy and thats all that matters. This picture really is a bad one of Grayson and I.. we were both mad, and he does not really look like himself Horseback riding has been up and down lately. I haven't gotten to ride my horse lately sicne I had my bad fall because my trainer has been wanting to work with him a lot, but I have a horse show tomarrow, but I am not riding him. Lax is going really well, I start this year. I think I am doing a lot better, but in games I feel like I don't play to my potential. I am going to Prom with Marc. It should be relly fun since Ryan is going with Jason and Kristen is going with Austin and the 3 of us are best friends, and the 3 of them are best friends. But, being that they are seniors and we are freshman we don't get to stay the night with them so all of our friends going to prom are just going to have everyone sleep over somewhere. I wanted just a simple but cute dress since I'm only a freshman and we are just going as friends.. this is me in my dress (holding up the straps because I have to get them altered)