Wow, I haven't updated in like two days. Thats a first. Nick had to go to UVA for surgery on his neck becuase of his tumor. He had to have something taken out. He doesn't have to go back for treatment or anything he just has to be on medication. He really really needs to stop smoking and drinking. I don't feel like writing about all that has happend, but yesterday I was at sturgill's. It started pouring so we ran outside and ran up to millie's house. we played in the rain and then decided to go jump in sturgill's pool with our clothes on. White cammmii....not too good of an idea. haha. Then we went to my house and cleaned cause people were comming over. I like how like 3 of my friends ditched me to hang out with their boyfriend. Ellen, Millie, Emily, Sturgill, CARLOS, and me all hung out. God, carlos is one fucking hott mexican. haha. He had to leave at like 10 because he had been at another girl's house the whole day before mine. (he thinks hes a pimp...dirty mexican). Me, ellen, millie, and sturgill then had a double bubble contest. we saw who could put the most pieces in their mouth. i came in 2nd. wooooot. Sturgill spent the night. She was talking to spencer and he brought me up and this is what he said. i felt really bad. ShamNo (10:14:35 PM): well i need a girlfriend....ive been really haggard lately ShamNo (10:14:46 PM): or at least someone to chill with juliaiscoolx5 (10:15:06 PM): well there u go...........JULIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ShamNo (10:15:33 PM): i mean she's like so much more well......popular then i am...im really not juliaiscoolx5 (10:16:12 PM): that has nothing to do wit it juliaiscoolx5 (10:16:20 PM): like that doesnt even matter to her and it shouldnt to u ShamNo (10:16:54 PM): well i just dont feel well, good enough i guess is what im saying juliaiscoolx5 (10:17:18 PM): it doesnt really matter...if you like someone you like someone... juliaiscoolx5 (10:17:32 PM): how do u feel like ur not good enough? ShamNo (10:18:14 PM): i dunno.... juliaiscoolx5 (10:18:23 PM): well dont feel like that ShamNo (10:18:43 PM): well i do like her...dont get me wrong juliaiscoolx5 (10:18:57 PM): ok well i mean dont feel like ur not good eenough cuz u arE! and she likes u juliaiscoolx5 (10:19:27 PM): and if she obviously likes u then u are good enough ShamNo (10:19:57 PM): well i guess your right he feels like hes not good enough for me? damn, that makes me feel like a stuck up bitch.