why. why is this happening all in one year. LJ, Jon, a kid from WB, a girl's dad, a close friend of a lot of my friends, etc. LJ committed suicide. the worst part is, is that his daughter is grad. this year, and her boyfriend is going to propose to her, and he has two sons. he was everything to them. and in one day he was just, gone. i am really good friends with one of his sons. but his brother took it the hardest. when he found out he went into shock, because he thought it was his fault from resent crap that had happend between him and his dad. i was dating the one i am good friends with when it happend. it was the worst feeling ever. Jon is a kid from CS who died in his sleep. some people say it was from drug crap, but i don't know. a kid from WB just died last friday. he had heart problems that they knew about, but they thought they had treated them. he was on the soccer team and seemed healthy. friday he was running the mile in gym, and just died. my school played them in soccer yesterday. it was really depressing they gave his mom flowers and stuff. a girl's dad in a grade below me died. i don't really know how. but i mean i can't imagine how it feels to know that your dad is never comming home. it makes me sick. then a bunch of my close friends knew a guy who was in his like 20's that died, and they don't know why. i feel sorta guilty that i am writing this on here. but i mean i just have to get it out. its not fair to any of them. everything happens for a reason, but why does it have to happen to people liek them. my good friend whose dad committed suicide for example. i know their family fought a lot and had things going on that were upsetting, but i don't see what could have made him do that. he hurt his family and everyone else by doing that more than he could have ever done when he was alive. no matter what happend that family always had a smile on their face and it just doesn't make sense. i can't understand it, at all. his dad had more people at his funeral than the ex-mayer did. i think that says something. damn.