this is prob going to be the last time i write for about a month! ahhh...i write everything in here. hmm so last night i went to the fair with everyone. then i spent the night at sturgills. i went to the barn today and i jumped spartan!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOO HOOOOO. i was the first one to EVER jump him...and it was the first time ive even jumped! woot woot! =) tomarrow i gotta get up early to go to the barn. we have riding lessons with the people there then we have a work day where we have to move like 120 bails of hay into this room. but i gotta leave early to come home and pack for camp. wow....i like ian soo much. we've hung out for like the past week but people have always been around. tonight we went to the fair but me and him just hung out. people are giving me a lot of shit about going out with him. i know he isnt the hottest guy and i'm sorry he isn't a fucking prep like all of my friends..but seriously guys..if i'm happy with him..don't give me shit about him. hes really shy around me..but hes starting to get better. i was talking to his friend about it and he was like yeah he isn't to good about making moves at first..but after awhile he is cool and shit about it. tonight we were about to do stuff and my dad called...i was like WTFFFFFFFFF.