Today has sucked ass. Woke up early cause i had to go in early to finish an assignment. We had to drop my sister off at school b4 me. she was late getting ready, so of course dad starts getting pissed and yelling. everything goes wrong from there. Leslie (my sister) is crying the whole way to school, i got there no earlier, and dad was being a bitch. Finished the assignment early so i figured i would just go to my photojournalism class early to listen to music and mess on the computer. well the little fuck heads that were in there all hate me and wouldn't unlock the door. thats cool guys. a teacher walked by so i just got her to open it and then she got sorta mad at them for not letting me in, they came up with a lame ass excuse "oh, it was locked?" nice one guys. they were all "damn you julia, you got us in trouble, now she is going to tell mrs. foster" first of all, she didn't get mad like at all, second of all mrs. foster doesn't give a shit, third of all, it would have been quite nice to get you in trouble just to piss you off. Matt was being a dickface because i went off on him the other night and he took it totally the wrong way and turned it into something else and told all of his little friends (which him and all of his frineds happen to be in photojournalism) and so they were trying to piss me off about it. i swear i was going to shoot them all. guys, grow up, esp matt. Matt goes and tells his girlfriend i was talking shit about her. his girlfriend goes to a different school and i have never even met her in my life, but i talk shit about her all of the time, of course. failed another test in latin. man, my parents are going to be thrilled about this. we have the SOL's next week. shit, i think i'm gonna fail half of them. summer school for me. didn't have lax today and my mom wouldn't come get my from school so i had to ride the bus. that was lovely. some chick had a gun at school today, but not a lot of people know about it. salem is a small ass town. they freak out over the smallest things. whatever. the only person i actually feel liek talking to at times like this is ian. he is the only person i really feel like talking to anymore. it really sucks ass that i don't see him at all. my mom is all worried and shit because i spend most of my time in my room. "julia, you should get some fresh air. you spend all of your time up in your room, you don't even open your shades." blah blah blah. so, who cares? i like my privacy.