GRR, i've tried updating like 3 times and it never saved! they were long entries too. yeah so i guess i'll just tell about today, because i don't feel like typing eveything over again. school was gay, as usual. all of our teachers sit there and scream at us about how we are all going to fail the SOL's and have to go to summer school. hey dickheads, why don't you teach us then instead of telling us how we were gonna all fail? that would make a lot more sense. had lax practie. it was hot and humid as hell!! tomarrow we are playing an alumni game. it should be fun. then i went to the girl's soccr game. they played cs. they kicked some bootay. will and kayla broke up. she is going to flordia this summer to stay with her dad. will doesn't want her to do anything, and doesn't want to hold her back from doing anything. plus, he said he just didn't like her as much. me and will are pretty good friends, but so are me and kayla. will feels really bad because kayla was crying at school all day yesterday and everyone is all pissed at will. he told me i was the only one who understood. he couldn't just keep going out with her and lie to her about liking her or whatever. it just wouldn't work. and no body understands that. i guess they are all thinking he did it to be mean or something? i mean i hate to act like i am taking sides because they are both my really good friends, but i duno people just need to see where will is comming from too. okay, so what do you do when you guess you like these two guys, and they are friends. i go to a different school from them, and they go to different schools from each other. you used to talk to this one, but then things just sorta passed over. and you and his friend starting getting to know each other and you thought he was really cool. well out of no where the first kid asks you to the movies. you haven't said anything to his friend about you liking him because you are afraid of rejections, but part of you still feels liek you shouldn't really go to the movies with the first kid because you don't want to ruin anything that may happen with the second kids. (still following?) the first kid thinks he is a pimp. he plays all of these girls. the reason him and his last girlfriend broke up was because he said "when i get drunk and see a hott girl, i'm not going to hold back" he is someone that you can't really talk to about certain things because he seems like he wouldn't really listen. he tries to use his hottness to an advantage and have a different girl every weekend, but it works. the second kid is someone that you can talk to about anything and understands. he is really nice and is a really good friend, but isn't really someone who seems liek they would be too open with their emotions, i guess. so you are afraid to say anything to him, even though you want to, badly. hmm this is confusing me, so i bet it is confusing you. yeah, nevermind.