Things have been pretty crazy lately. I've slept in like 3 times this whole summer because I've been getting up at like 7ish every morning to go to the barn. Shannon gave me 2 horses that are my "project" that she wants me to train myself. I'm pretty excited about that. My horse's training is coming along, he still isn't where I would like him to be, though.. oh well. I'm coaching at a lax camp this week and thats been going pretty well. Usually Coach Myers runs it but since he is moving Coach Wags is running it and things just aren't the same. Its also a lot different without Bob there, but things are getting better with that. They are selling the livestrong type bands that say "Live Lax For Bob" and they are using the money for a scholarship they are making in his name. Mack is doing better. Of course you aren't just fine after your father dies, but he isn't dwelling on it and he is really pushing for things such as the scholarship to make him remembered for the thing he loved, lacrosse. Some random stuff has been happening with boys, but thats okay. Quinn and I have hung out a lot lately but I don't think I want it to go anywhere. I finally told Kristen I had feelings for my best guy friend, Austin. After Grayson and I stopped dating and Kristen and Austin blew over me and Austin have just become even closer than we were at the beginning of the year. We are both kind of, I guess afraid to admit that we have feelings for each other since we are best friend and we don't want to ruin that, but Kristen keeps on telling me that I have to decide whether its worth the risk or not. And I've come to realize that if Austin and I are truly best friends that if we did put it all out there and it just didn't work out that we would still remain what we were before. I finally see where everyone is coming from now, though. They all used to tell me that since Austin and I were best friends it would work perfectly becuase we already had the friendship, trust part down and we just have to build on what we already have. Everything happens for a reason though, so it will work out for the best. I'll be gone for 2 weeks in July and I'm not looking forward to that, at all! But my birthday is July 15th!!! :D