i started reading past entries and realized that i suck at life. and i realized that i am addicted to this diary..this is liek the 4th time i've written in it today. haha i'm so pissed sturg's parents went out of town and her sister (who is in college) was having a mad party at her house. she let sturg's boyfriend sleep over, too. she got REALLY drunk. amie (her sis) was telling me about it and said that she was talking about finding nemo and stuff. sturg said it was the best night, but it sucked. she started crying because amie's boyfriend told amie to shut the fuck up or he was going to slap her and amie's last boyfriend hit her and when she broke up with him cause of it he told her that if they didn't get back together that he was going to take her life. sturg just got really scared. i was supposed to go over there too, damnit. i miss out on all of the good times.