Today at volleyball Critzer sat us down and he was like I know you think i'm the worst coach ever and I know you hate me during practice but in the end it will pay off when you are playing varsity...blah blah blah. We just sat there and laughed and told him that we really did hate him. It felt GREAT to finally just be like Yeah dude, we all hate you...see you later. After the scrimmage on friday we are going to Katie's house to swim then we are comming here for a sleepover and in the morning we are going on a safari ride thingy and we get to feed cammels and stuff. WOOORD. haha..we are going to be so fucking tired. I swear dude, I don't know how many more 6 hour practices I can take. Yes, 6 hours. Today he made us stay down in defense position for 2 minutes. I'm sure you're thinking oh 2 minutes not a big deal, you fucking try it. It hurts like hell. Critzer is a fucking dbag. Last night sturgill said she was going to do something with me. Shes been talking a lot of shit about Emily lately over a damn ugly guy. Yet, we are all best friends. She ditches me tonight to go over to Emily's house. She lives like a minute away from me so she was going to call me when she got over there and they were going to walk down here but she never called. I think its pretty fucking retarded that we are in high school and yet we still talk shit about people then hang out with them the next night and ditch the person you were best friends with the night before. Oh well, I know its not that big of a deal but it happens atleast like once every week. And i'm not going to say anything because that will just start shit and sturgill and emily are really the only friends I have that i hang out with and stuff. Basically when it comes down to it, I have no friends, I am a bitch, and I mess everything up. Its great, I love living a fucking boring life and being alone all of the time. Are you fucking kidding me?