Yesterday during the football scrimmage me and sturgill walked to K-mart because we got bored. we got some icee thingys and it was fucking sick. Anyways, after the game we went to Mac n bobs with Chuck, Nick, Emily, and Andrew. Then we went to youth. Dan showed a video thing of the girl Cassie from Columbine. For anyone who doesn't know, one of the guys who had a gun asked her if she believed in God and she said yes. They shot and killed her. It really made me think. I'm not like a hardcore christian. I mean i go to church and youth group when i can, but its not like i make it the number one thing i have to do. I really have a lot of respect for Cassie, that she had the guts to admit to something that would take her life away. I don't know if i could have done it, and it makes me feel almost bad that i maybe wouldn't have done it if i was in the situation. Then Dan started talking about why the guys even had the shooting. He said that it was because they werent in the "in" crowd, or had been bullied or something. Me and sturgill were talking about it and we don't really realize how much we make fun of people or put them down. I don't know, the whole movie thing on her really got me thinking about a lot of stuff, and it made me realize that i don't really realize what i have and stuff. After youth me, sturgill, and emily walked down to the skate park. Max took my fucking board so i couldn't skate, i was pissed. So we just ran up and down the ramps. That was eventful. We found some dudes cell phone and called the house number to let them know they left it there. When the dude came to pick it up we were like holy fucking shit he is hott. He had long blonde hair and had his shirt off and stuff. we were talking to him and everything then he goes and gets in his car and he has a girl with him. we were like shiiiiiiit. but he was cool. haha. we went back to emily's house to spend the night. we just hung around and i went to bed early since i had to get up for volleyball practice. yeah, practice was cool today. we did like nothing at all.