last night everyone went to the fair. it was okay, not as fun as last year. i was so freaking pissed though. ian and will would start hanging out with me and then would just walk away without saying anything. towards the end he sorta hung out with me. i really really think ian just asked me out or likes me because he feels liek he has to since all of his friends bug him about it. i really like him and i don't want to sit here and go out with him and end up liking him even more if hes not into me. FFFFFFFF this sucks so bad. sturgill and emily got stoned before the fair...without me. fuckers...