Wow, tonight was the best. Last sat. when me, Sturgill, Emily, Lindsay, and Lucy went to go homecomming dress shopping we saw this really cute guy at taco bell. We took a pic of him and everything. We played northside tonight in football. Northside's band came and sat on the Salem side to watch Salem's half time show. I was like HOLY SHIT THATS THE GUY FROM TACO BELL. We asked him if that was him and he said yeah and he gave me his number and asked for mine. I was like HELL YEAH BITCHES. Yeah, later on I found out that hes a senior. THATS SUCKS ASS. He called me later on after the game but I didn't hear my phone ring because I was at Mac n Bobs. Yeah, being that hes a senior and I'm a freshman I know nothing is going to happen. Plus me and Adam are like 'crosses fingers'. I may go over to his house tomarrow night with Joey, Stuart, and Kendall. He is rich as all. His dad's watch cost as much as Stuart's mom's car. And he has a movie theater in his house. Wow. High school still sucks. GAYNESS. I actually played a whole game in volleyball the other day. I actually thought I did good and Varsity parents told my parents what a good job I did and stuff, yet he still finds things to tell me to work on. Fuck you Critzer. Jed is so annoying. I want to shoot him. I should have never went out on a date with him. HE NEVER SHUTS UP. Yeah, I'll write whenever I can. <3 it took so long to remember just what happened i was so young and vestal then you know it hurt me but I'm breathing so I guess I'm still alive even if signs seem to tell me otherwise i've got my hands bound and my head down and my eyes closed and my throat's wide open do unto others what has been done to you