i just found out that Marlin is coming over tonight. hmm thank god im gonna be gone...nah hes a cool guy, but if he comes, then most likely Aaron will come over too and im not sure if i wanna deal with him. he drives me crazy. and the fact that hes cute makes it worse. theres no way i wanna get involved with my brothers friend. and weve been friends way too long that it would be weird. ever since camp 3 yrs ago, things have been weird between us. well im gonna go out and find me something to do tonight so i dont have to be here with him. ugh i feel like a bad friend.