can someone just please shoot me????????????im so sick of this crap.of everything. the only thing going good in my life is me and my bf...and sometimes i wonder whats going wrong that im not seeing...because theres nothing good. i always seem to get screwed over by someone..i havent talked to my best friend since we got into that fight and i really need her right now..things arent going right at all....and not to mention im hella sick and cant breathe and have this massive headache...and im not going to see joe or Gaylon for a year and a half(see last entry)......im gonna miss them....Gaylon used to be my children church director when i was little and then he was my youth leader...so yeah ive known him a lot of years....and then Joe is a friend of the family...and im gonna miss them..but yeah im just having a crappy crappy day......sighs......oh well its not like anyone cares anyways......