know im an idiot for doing this, but something tells me that i should go back and try it again. it might be the lonelyness talking, or it just might be the fact that i honestly love him. so there..im going to say it..i might be getting back together with my ex boyfriend. i know people say i shouldnt because of my past with him and all, but you know what? i honestly think that he has changed. we spent the weekend together, and there was something there that wasnt there before when we used to date. noone thinks i should do it, not even my parents. they basically said that they disaprove and wont give their "blessing" for me to do it, but that i can because im an adult and can do what i want; that they cant stop me. so yeah...we'll just have to see where this takes me. im going to take it slow with him instead of jumping head first and getting hurt in the long run...but yeah..... oh and i lost a bet :/ heh...im not going to say what the bet was cus thats kinda personal..haha, but lets just say that the steelers lost yesturday :/ and im a little upset with that..lol..oh well life goes on i guess :) heh oh oh oh....stefany came down yesturday to visit..and she told me that shes 4 months pregnant :D im going to be an aunt :D :D...well not litterally except that we are best friends and consider ourselves as sisters, so yeah..hehe...i was in shock at first, but im happy for her and her boyfriend..i just hope that he will be the kind of guy that will actually stay around instead of leaving when it gets rough..but yeah.... i better get started on my homework Krystal