i was up late last night. i got onto the phone with Joe at 11 and we talked til 4 this morning. the night went by fast though. it felt good to talk. he understands me. not many people do. we talked about lots of things. he made me realize something about myself. well i realized it before, but this helped me remember. i want to help people. i should have finished my nursing degree. all i would have had to do was take my state exam and pass it, and i would have been a cna. i regret not doing it. oh well though. i wish i was rich. id save all the people who were starving in Etheopia. and it makes me sick to think that Bill Gates has so much money that he could probably fix that country and save all the babies, and it wouldnt even put a dent in his pocket, but hes too greedy with his money. if i were him, id help others. for reals im not just saying that either, because its true. cheesy or not, thats how i feel.