i feel probably 85% better today than i did yesturday. it was hell. it was not fun at all. i just wanted to chop my head off cus everytime i would stand up, i could feel the blood veins in my head like knot up. ewww. i dont wanna think about it at all. not much is happening today. i think i might call stefany and appologize for all the stuff i told her. im not sure if she will accept it. and you know what? im not expecting her to appologize, i just want her to listen to what i have to say. you know really listen. and i hope that we can be friends again. its like losing a sister which really bites.that will happen later probably because she really will be pissed if i wake her up. so i guess i will tell you what happens if i get the nerve to call her.lol. gah i miss her though. but tomarrow i go to the drs and i will find out what the results are. it doesnt really hurt as bad anymore so well just have to see. i dont really have any other plans for tomarrow though. and then on friday, my aunt shanna asked me if i would babysit for her for the day. it will be fun. so i will be babysitting Jayden which is about 4 months old..and Sam who is like 4..and Billy is 7 i think. and then Joe is 9...so im gonna have my hands full. but it shouldnt be too bad. and then i get paid on friday also. its my last paycheck. i think im gonna buy some new shoes. im not sure what kind yet. im out Krystal