im not trying to complain or anything....but my life is hella bad. and people dont even realize it. i dunno. i guess what they see is what they get. i try to put on this happy face...when in reality, im not the happy so called "blond" that they label me as. i dunno. living here is hard. my family is REALLY strugling financially and my dad is like always depressed and when he gets mad or frustrated, he hides away in his room for hours.like he is right now. and mom dont understand me because im not the type that opens up to people and try and tell them how im feeling. blah.i dunno. i dont feel like complaining about this anymore.......hmmmmmm well school is comin up fast! i cant wait though. im going nuts here.and i wanna see CJ. hes crazy and i love talking to him. heh. he plays football for EAC and all....so yeah hes hot and sweet......what more is there to ask for? ha. anyways....im not feeling well. i guess its cus all ive had all day is water. i dont want ta eat lately. food just sounds nasty. i dunno...i cant wait till i start my wellness class at the college.its gonna be fun...well i gotta go cus i gotta go take a shower...so laters gaters.... :D im out Krystal