im home from Human Relations. that class is draining. and im so burnt out from it. last night i think that i might have gotten maybe 3 hours of sleep. i had a lot on my mind and i couldnt sleep. i have a lot on my mind lately.its depressing. well anyways. im not trying to make anyone feel sorry for me. that is the last thing i want to do. im just speaking the truth. i mean yeah....a lot of crap is going on right now. last night i found out that my grandma is still going to be in the hospital for a while. she had to get plasma in her blood. her blood is too thin, and she isnt really aware of anything going on around her. my dad told her that she needs to make a living will. that is so sad because that kinda means that she isnt going to be around much longer. she needs all the prayers that she can get. oh and mom is still not talking to me..oh well im not going to stress over that. i just dont talk to my family anymore. that way, they cant blame things on me anymore.heh.im smart like that. oh yeah....he lied again last night. i was promised that he would call me....hmm i wonder what the excuse is this time...anyways......but yeah...i think that this might be a better day for me than the past two days have been. oh well...im out Krystal