u wanna know what i wanna do? die...and then be able to go to my funeral and see who would actually care enough to come to my funeral..and who wouldnt.i mean how many people everyday act like they care, but when it comes down to it, do they really care? i wanna know.it would be interesting. i know i know...you probably think im a little messed up in the head, but isnt everyone?...from what i see they are....this is a note that a "so called friend" sent me on my diary...ya wanna know what it said? its a little messed up...well here it is........ Suicides the answer...plain and simple. just dont get caught or else ur screwed and ur destined to spend eternity with a counseler down your throat. but go out in style. make it messy, and dont use pills. make sure its a sure fire suicide. pills dont work that well, unless you take them with alchol. remember: suicide is the answer for all of lifes little problems--meg and im messed up in the head? i think not....i would never kill myself..i am totaly against suicide...i just wanna know who actually cares, and who just say they do....interesting eh? well i think so.......... Krystal