ok i talked to Anu today.....jees what to say about that convo......jees he told me he loved me...which should be good i guess but its not the same with me, i mean yeah hes cool as a friend but nothing more...god why do guys haveta fall for me so easy????i hate that i cant have them as friend without it getting wierd... and i love Ferry... and its wierd with me and Rocky now and now the situation with Andy....and jees why cant Rocky and Andy understand????why does it haveta be complicated like that???? ~~~this sux people~~~ ???why??? i dunno im just confused right now about everything.....i kinda wish that he hadnt told me this now because its just going to be totally wierd and i dunno what to do.... ...and on the other hand...Ferry hasnt talked to me sinse yesturday and i kinda wish we could talk but no no no he is busy lately(which i understand) but i miss him well i gotta go now people laters Krystal