Gray: You poor, depressed child. A rain cloud seems to
follow you everywhere. The worst has always got
to happen doesn't it? Life is miserable.

What color do you see the world in?
brought to you by Quizilla is it bad that i just wanna crawl under my bed and never come out??? because that is exactly what i wanna do...its not like id be missed anyways so why not? thats what im wondering...why freakin not? why does bad things always haveta happen in my life all at the same time? i hate that people that i love are hurting and i cant help them at all. i hate that. u dont know how much. yesturday morning my grandma almost died...my dad found her in her room and she wouldnt wake up...and they had to take her to the hospital..my mom wont tell me the details because she wants to tell me when she gets home...all i know is what i have heard them talking about over the phone...how her sugars are down in the 20s and that is really really bad because she is diabetic...and how they think that she might had a stroke...and its going to be more bad news...i can feel it. all i know is i am not strong enough to take anymore bad news. you do not even know. i cant take anymore.i just cant. and i have noone to talk to so i can vent so thats why im glad that i have this diary thing so i can get it all out here.