how sad. im gone for a couple of months, and everyones got me deleted from their friends list. sad indeed. well i guess i can catch up on whats been going on in the past months....umm umm...ok..so i remember writing about how i was moving to Glorieta..well i was there for about two weeks, messed up my back pretty bad...and i had to come home. i did a bunch of physical therapy sessions..but they didnt seem to be working. i had an mri done and the doctor said that i have a herniated disk in my back..and my disk is degenerating(?) and yeah...so that really sucks. and then all summer, i didnt have my car. it really sucked ass...and finally i found me a job working as a waitress at pizza hut. i like it a lot. although i butt heads with a lot of my employees. but hey..its a job. and i got my car back running and stuff. im happy about that. me and my boyfriend are still together. we are still having some hard times, but i think that we will pull through. for a while there, i didnt think that i wanted to be with him anymore. at times i dont. but i do love him, even though it might feel like im not "in love" with him. he lives an hour away from me though. which really bothers me. i only get to see him about once a week. for a while there, i made a new friend. his name is Mike. i really started to like him as more than a friend...but he made it very clear that he doesnt want anything more than a friendship [this was going on while me and Jose were fighting and not talking]...and he said that he just wanted to be on the "down low"...i still like him, and it sucks that we cant have something more...but then again, im already with someone..and i dont wanna hurt Jose. as you can see, my life is really complicated. im not going to college anymore. im on academic probation..so im going to be taking a couple of semesters off...and figure out what to do with my life before i go back to school. i dunno. well anyways..i dont know what else to write about, so im going to end here for now. Krystal