i just woke up from like a 3 hour nap. ive never felt so good in my life :D..yeps. today i went to church, then i came home and started to watch that johnsons family vacation movie, but half way through i fell asleep. so im guessing the movie wasnt very good if i fell asleep.heh. the only thing that i have done this weekend was the bonfire on friday. and lemme tell ya...that was an experience...hah..we had so much fun. one thing i learned never to do is to pour gasoline on an open flame....nope definately not a good idea. Dustin was trying to get the flame to spread, and he poured some onto the fire, and it almost caught his arm on fire..it was crazy. hah..but yeah... last night i didnt go out because it was raining, and i got attitude with my mom, and she hid my car keys :/...i wish i knew where they were...but oh well...i really didnt wanna go anywhere anyways. im happy with just catching up on my sleep anyways. im still mad at stefany for talking crap about me when shes supposed to be my best friend. she still denies saying anything, but you know what? some of the things that i heard, it had to of been her because she was the only person that i ever told that to. its sad when you cant even say anything to your best friend because they will go and say stuff behind your back. you know its not the fact about what she went and said that im mad, its the fact that weve been best friends since 6th grade, and we are like sisters, and i actually put my trust in her because i thought that i could trust her over anyone else that i knew. but anyways...shes still denying it, but i know theres more to the story than shes actually saying. i guess im seeing her true colors for the first time, and im realizing who my true friends are..maybe it is for the best that she moves to mesa. maybe we need that space from each other..i dunno. all i do know is that i dont know who to believe anymore with this situation. but whatever. im over it.. tomarrow we are having a family barbeque....i actually dont want to have it though. i get annoyed with some of my family. they are too dang nosy and stick their noses in other peoples business when it doesnt belong **cough**uncle brian**cough**...but nooo...i dont wanna mention any names or anything..lol..he gets on my nerves so bad and im not sure why. i think its the fact that hes got to be up in everyones business, and if he gets ignored, then he thinks that the world hates him...yesturday he came over, and i was walking through the house, and he asked me if i was mad at him...i mean, i was just walking through the house minding my own business, and there he is assuming that im pissed at him or something, and i was all nooo....and he tried to bribe me saying that hed take me to go get a soda in town and hed buy it for me....but i said no thanks and walked back into my room until he left. psycho uncles...dontcha just love them?? hah.. im still pretty sure that i will be going down to mexico to deliver clothes and stuff to the orphanage. im not sure how long we will be there...maybe just one or two days, but i know it wont be more than that because we all have school and stuff. im going with the youth group. jen invited us college students to go with her. so im excited about going. it will be a cool experience for me. i know i keep talking about it, but i think it will be something that i will remember for the rest of my life. just the fact that im going to be helping people in need makes me feel better inside. its a cool feeling. and yet i havent done it yet.heh. but yeah... i dont wanna write a novel or anything, so ill end here. i hope everyone is having an awesome labor day weekend!!