whats wrong with me???????????? am i not capable in ever finding me a nice guy? i honestly dont understand how guys have to be such big assholes and cheat on their girlfriends. i wish i could find me a nice guy out there. i wish i knew what i did to make him do that. prolly the fact that im waiting to have sex til marriage.....is that it? i wont give him any so he has to go out and do that to me?how special i feel. thanks Jose....thank u very much. ugh........i feel like crap...im not good enough for a guy that wont cheat i guess. well apparantly.im sick of crying. this really does suck....im not trying to make this all sound depressing or anything but yeah....it hurts.and he sucks. sorry if none of this makes sense....im just trying to vent. im outa here Krystal