anyways.........so yeah...Aaron just told me that i have trust issues and many other issues that i need to deal with. jees that was a slap in the face. i know its prolly true but jees the way that he said it made me feel...uhh i dunno...i just never thought he would be that brutally honest as he was just now.actually i know that i DO have trust issues....he nailed that one right on it....theres not much that i can do about that one because i cant trust guys much after what those 3 guys did to me. and its not like i can tell anyone about what they did. i only write it in here. i dont have the guts to tell anyone what happened, so i guess he will just have to deal with the fact about my trusting guys without knowing why or what happened to make me be like this. i dont get close to guys very easily anymore after that happened.and i dont know why i have dealt with my friendship with Aaron the same way because i have known him for a long time now, we have gone through a lot together in youth group and up at camp, but its just an issue that is hard for me to deal with. i dont really know what i am writing right now or what to write right now. i think that im going to go call him. i need someone to talk to and right now his voice sounds good right now...