i wish that i could talk to him.but NO because either he wont answer the phone for some strange reason or hes not home. i didnt even have a fight with him or anything. all i know is that we were getting allong great and then the next day he sent me the letter about how he wanted to die.and hes not the type of guy that would do something like that for attention. so thats why im so worried about him. its sad. i just need to talk to him....i think once i get home today, im definately going to find him so we can talk. im never going to give up.