im sorry but i needed to make another entry. i called him and told him that he had to apologize if he ever wanted to see me again. he got a little mad, but he agreed. he doesnt see how he has to apologize for that...and neither do i...but its the only way. im sorry but i really dont want to lose him at all. i care for him too much to let my parents tear me and him apart. they cant do that. im 18. im an adult. they cant keep me from him.especially when he did nothing wrong.