my back hurts. and im annoyed. i really really want something, but there is no way i will put it down on here. hah. annnnnyways...........so yesterday was....well...interesting. my ex called. he was drunk. i guess he got suspended from his job or something. well thats what he was telling me (not that i care) but yeah. he pissed me off a lot. hes a freakin stalker. he knows about the things i do, and im not sure how he knows. its a little scary. last night when Aaron came home, we were talking. i feel bad for him. Alia crushed him when she dumped him. and hes all depressed. we talked for like an hour, and then i fell asleep. i dont think he can talk to jr like he can talk to me about this stuff. jr has never been hurt in a relationship and hes never actually had a relationship, so i think that Aaron feels like he can talk to me easier. which is totally cool, because if he needs me, im here. i feel sorry for him though. on top of all the other crap that is happening, i think that this just topped it off, and he doesnt deserve it. but anyways..enough talking about him. i really wish that i could get ahold of Stefany. all she does is work all the time. and i need to make sure that this weekend is still on. im excited. well that is if my back is any better. it still hurts like a biotch.lol. its raining right now. so its going to be all humid today. good thing im going to be in the house all day with the AC turned all the way up. theres no chance of getting humid up in my house.heh Gabe and Hayden should be back by now. well im hoping so anyways. and i hope that they go to church again cus i miss em! if they stay up there in phoenix, i will be sad...*tear*...lol jk..they have to come back cus they are on the football team and practice started this week, so of course they are already down here. well i think this is enough nonsence for a while. leave me lots of nice comments! :D