ugh..im hella bored.. this sucks..and i cant call Stef cus shes grounded..and i cant do anything cus im grounded..yeppers thats right..u heard that one..im 18 and grounded.pathetic hu?ha.guess i shouldnt of lied to mom and stayed at **his** house instead of Stefs..oops..heh .. yups anyways....i really need to talk to Jose tonight.about what happened this weekend at the hottubs.yeah.drama.i dont know if we can ever work out again after what he did to me this weekend.and no....being drunk cannot be an excuse for him again. he told me that he did everything and said everything because he blacked out and just snapped.and he was drunk off his butt..but yeah.. i mean yeah i can take the fact that he called me a bitch..but the fact that he told me that i could die and he wouldnt care really hurt.and all the other stuff that he told Will was just bad. he appologized for like 2 hours straight yesturday because he said that it was the beer and the fact that we were fighting that he said that. but i dunno.i gotta headache.i need to talk to him. well i think im gonna go now. laters Krystal