anyways...i just got an email from Andy....i miss him so much that you wouldnt even understand.he told me that he misses kissing me..he said he misses everything.the crying. the fighting. the long talks.i miss them too. and then said that he never deserved me.....he deserves anything in the world. hes the most awesome guy i know and hes been there through thick and thin together...ive tried to get over him.i cant.i never will. :( i miss him so bad right now. god why do we have to be so far apart....... well thats enough of my sappy entry.....i gotta go...someones at the door