well....my brother moved out tonight..which means tomarrow when he comes for the rest of his stuff, i will be getting his old room. its cool. although i probably will be missing him, but its not like hes around all that much anyways. so its not a big change. my mom doesnt think that hes going to be able to handle it..lol..i personally think that they just dont want their "baby" to grow up and move on....but thats my opinion. im feeling tons better today, just in case anyone was wondering. the only thing wrong is that my head hurts, but other than that, im feeling tons better. my stomach stoped hurting when i went to sleep.lol. im just happy that it wasnt something else causing it to hurt. i miss the old days.... anyways...guess who emailed me? my friend chris that i met last year at the college. he was in my intro to drama class, and well, after last semester, he went to sandiego to do training cus hes in the marines, but hes coming back next semester. im excited. im going to give him a huge hug...heh...i miss him. he was a good friend. i wonder if hes going to be all muscular when he gets back *hmm* lol.....nah...we're just friends. but yeah..he said that hes looking foward to coming back next semester. i just hope he doesnt hit on me again this year. he asked me out like 15 times last year...lol no lie...i wouldnt ever go out with him cus hes like a brother...lol...but im excited for him to come back. its going to be an awesome semester. i just wish that eugene, CJ, and Jesse, T, tony, and all the other guys came back. i miss them also..its been a depressing semester without them *sighs* lol....i especially miss JT....lol..that boy cracked me up like whoa...lol..i remember one night we were at the trailer partying, and we were sitting on the couch, and everyone was wasted, except me and him...i had only 2 beers that night, and tony decided to be a retard and he stood on a chair cus he said he saw a spider, so he decides to flick it off the wall....lol....so we didnt really think anything of it, and then like 3 minutes later, Jt jumps up and starts screaming that it was in his hair...lol so he runs all around the room and he was hitting his head trying to get the spider out...he ran around the house for like 5 minutes freaking out cus he hates spiders..lol...omg it was hillarious....and i miss Tony a lot also....hes not coming back though. he moved back to florida. he used to give my piggyback rides on his back. fun fun.lol...i remember he always wore that tan jacket and pants that went together...lol...gosh.......i miss them all........and then CJ cus he was the nicest out of all them. he graduated last semester, and hes back in Detroit....we used to go to his house all the time..he was a cutie..i had like the hugest crush on him last year...lol...but of course, nothing happened because i was being "loyal" to my cheating boyfriend at the time....so we were just friends.he will always be my hot football player lover.....lol....jk...but for reals, i miss him.... oh and how can i forget jesse....lol...that guy was awesome. im sure hes up in jail right now cus of his drug sales...lol....but he was another one of my favorites...whenever i needed him, i knew i could depend on him....haha i remember i used to call him spiderman..i dunno where that nickname came from, i think i started calling him that one night when i was drunk...but i dunno....awwwwwww....i feel like crying cus i miss them soo much..they were my boys...hehe...that will be the semester that i will remember for the rest of my life..hehe...yeah thats a little cheesy, but im not lieing... well my show is about to come on so i better end here...