yeah im waiting for Jose to call. we really need to talk about what happened last night. earlier when we were talking on the phone, he told me that he blacked out last night when he was drunk and he didnt remember what he did at all. i mean i really do want to forgive him, but damn it really hurt what he was telling David and Will. Will was telling Jose how much he screwed up last night and that hes losing something really great...ahh what a sweety lol..how can they be brothers...lol nah Jose is a good guy when hes not drinking. oh well. anyways....mom said that i gotta go visit my grandma and grandpa so i cant wait for his call. so i haveta go. damn it sucks staying home on a saturday. i wish that yesturday would have turned out different.well im out.laters Krystal