i realized that i havent updated in quite a while, so i decided that i should probably do that right now. i have been in kind of a "confused" state for the past week. i guess i should explain. a couple entries back in one of my other folders i wrote about a guy named David. well in case you guys didnt read it, ill put a long story short and explain why im all irked out right now. well a week from yesturday i met up with david. we hit it off really great. and things happened..we had sex..and yeah.. :/ he dropped me off later that night promising that we were still going to meet up the next day. so the next day comes, still no call...a week later, still no call :/...i gave up on him by now. a week is long enough to wait for him to call. im so over it, but the part that just totally irks me out is the fact that he used me for what he probably thought was just going to be a one night stand, but led me to believe it was something more ..im so fed up with guys right now *growls*...lol... ive also been really sick...i got bit by a spider and didnt get it checked out for about a week, and the infection spread to my throat..and yeah..i can barely breathe right now.my throat is really swollen..its crazy. im on some meds and hopefully they will start working. :/ urgh.. oh and i never wrote about last weekend *laughs* anyways...me and stella went out and we decided that we wanted to go out to the hot tubs *big party spot around here* and we go out there, and there was a bunch of mormons out there with bubble bath in the water like they own the place :/ that annoyed the hell out of me..lol..so we went back into town to go find some guys to go out there with us. our first stop was the college. some of the guys we usually hang with were in tucson for the weekend, so we decided that we were going to meet up with some new guys that we havent met before..lol..so stella was by the dorms and she throws a rock up at one of the guys window, and he comes out...she makes an excuse asking if there was a guy named mick up there *laughs* and he said no..so we started talking for a bit, and he went up into his dorm and never came back out. so we proceeded to do that with other windows trying to strike up conversations with them..and a little while later when we were talking to some of the basketball players, we were trying to sneak into his dorm and thats when his coach walks by. he had like a freakin huge cow..lol..and started yelling at us about how visitor hours for the dorms is over..blah blah blah..lol..and we waited til he left..and then got in. he was fawking hot :D lol..and he brought some of his friends..yeah..we just hung out for a while..and then decided to leave because the guys said it was getting late and they should probably get some sleep...lol..fun stuff...so we went back out the the hot tubs and noone was out there..it was a boring weekend..lol..so we went home after that. haha. so that was pretty much my weekend. much props if anyone did read that whole thing..lol