??????????why cant things go back to where they used to be?????????? that is the thoughts that have became a part of my mind these days...its just i miss things when they were normal and i didnt have to worry about things...why cant a popsicle fix all the bad in life like it used to when i was 5?i hate the way that a bandaid cant fix the hurt that has been caused....i wish people could understand where im coming from when i say this, but noone ever will...oh well thats life... and one final question that i have thought about a lot lately.... why do people spend millions of dollars on guns and bombs that are used for killing when there are starving and hungry people in this world that can use that money to heal and feed and use it for more productive things than murder?? i dont understand this...just like in the system of a down lyrics:4,000 hungry children leave us per hour from starvation while billions are spent creating death showers.......jees when i heard that on mtv it really got me thinking at how freakin skrewed up our world has become... laters, Krystal