me and my parents got into another huge fight this morning. this time they said that im for reals kicked out. my mom freakin grabbed my by the hair and threw me out the door. and yeah. it was bad. so i went around all morning deciding where to live and i went to my grandmas and grandpas house and they said i could stay there. so i went home after a while, and i was half way through packing my things, and my dad yelled at me. he was all come in here....and i went in there and he was all "just stay gone for the day" and he was all "then come back tonight at like 7 and we will talk about whats going to happen"....so basically he told me i could stay, so i unpacked my things all over again, and then my mom started yelling and she was all no you cant stay here...and she said she hated me and it was either me gone or her and she didnt wanna go...and she went off crying to her bedroom after she slapped me really hard in the face...and i went outside to talk to my dad, and he was all just stay gone for the day....so here i am at the library trying to get the day to go by a little bit faster, and i have no idea when i go home if im gone or not. thats scary. bridgette said she doesnt want me there either. it sucks not being wanted. it really does. so im not sure whats going down. if im gone, then im not sure if i will be able to be on here anymore cus my grandma doesnt have a computer. well i could come down to the library, and when school starts, i could go to the lab and get online...but i really hope that they will let me come home. this is really not cool. and to top it off, i think im dehydrated cus im really thirsty and i feel a little dizzy. its way too hot to be outside...bleh. well i hope everyone is having a nice day today.