i just woke up. im in so much pain right now that its horrible. i woke up in tears and drenched in sweat. why do i have to go through this? its the worse thing that has ever happened. it feels worse that having the stomach flu. and the doc said that one of the pills that im taking will make me have a metal taste in my mouth for a couple weeks. i hate this. and mom expects me to go to work feeling like this? and serve food in the cafeteria with the feeling that im going to throw up everytime i look at food? i have lost a lot of weight too cus i just plain out dont eat anymore because it gets so bad when i do eat.and i feel so alone right now. my best friend Stef has treated me like crap lately so i cant tell her much of anything, and then i havent heard anything from Andy in like a week. i dont know i guess i need someone to talk to but noone wants to listen. jees just my luck hu? im going to be talking to myself.**sighs** well im sorry for complaining. i had to get this outa my mind. i need some more pain killers. im out. Krystal