ive had a really really bad morning. me and my parents got into it. this time was really bad. the words that were said cut real deep. my mom said that the only reason my grandma paid any attention to me was because she felt sorry for me because i was overweight. that really hurts. i cant stop crying. i dont know if it hurts more for my mom to say that my grandma only felt sorry for me, or if it hurts because my mom made fun of my weight problem once again.but i love my grandma to death and i miss her so much..how can my mom say something like that???!?!?!? i dont know what to think/do...im not trying to be all emo or anything..but its just real sucky right now. and its not like i have anyone to talk to about this. seems like all my friends have disappeard. i really could use a friend right now. i dont know. ugh. this is so terrible. ive come to a point where id rather live in my car than live with my parents any longer. i dont know anymore Krystal