life sucks life sucks life sucks....yea thats basically all that is new in my life,oh wait its been like that forever i forgot...im in a bad mood as if you havent guessed yet.and i miss Ferry,,,*sighs*...he is the only person who can help me get through this and now hes off like thousands of miles away in switserland and i just miss him and it makes things harder for me...*sniffs*...yeah as if you havent guessed right now, things havent been going good in my life and it sux...oh and did i tell you? some of my closest friends have just recently told me i have trust issues and other issues i need to get resolved....sheesh dont these people ever get tthe pic that i dont need help??but then aagain i dunno what i need anymore...sometimes i feel that it would be easier to give up but its not that easy...i know that i could never do it at all...i just like thinking bout it......hey i like this song by good charlotte the day that i die One day I woke up woke up knowing today is the day I will die Cashdogg was barking went to the park and enjoyed that one last time Called my mother told her I loved her and begged her not to cry Wrote her a letter that said I'd miss her and signed that goodbye... You know the happiest day of my life I swear the happiest day of my life is the day that I die (The day that I died) Can you feel the cold tonight? (The day that I died) It sets in but it's alright (The day that I died) Darkness falls I'm letting go (The day that I died) All alone but I feel fine We took a drive and we drove thru D.C. To see the places we lived, long conversations We talked of old friends and all the things that we did Summer nights, drunken fights Mistakes we made...did we live it right? You know the happiest day of my life I swear the happiest day of my life is the day that I died (The day that I died) Can you feel the cold tonight? (The day that I died) It sets in but it's alright (The day that I died) Darkness falls I'm letting go (The day that I died) All alone but I feel just fine You know the happiest day of my life I know the happiest day of my life I swear the happiest day of my life is the day that I died (The day that I died) Can you feel the cold tonight? (The day that I died) It sets in but it's alright (The day that I died) Darkness falls I'm letting go (The day that I died) All alone but I feel just fine Did I live it right? I hope I lived it right I hope I lived it right, I know I lived it right Did I live it right? I hope I lived it right, I know I lived it right