jees u guys... im not having a good day at all! ahh i just wanna scream, and im like shaking for no reason and its driving me nuts! ever sinse Ferrys accident last week, he has been totally distant from me and he acts like i dont even matter to him anymore...i know he must be going through it rough but he shouldnt need to push me away like that...especially when this is the time when he needs people who love him in his life. because its going bad for him, he takes it out on me and he wont even reply in my emails and he wont even talk to me. i hate to see him hurt like that and to know that he doesnt want me to help him with anything. its like i need to be there for him and he wont let me. i dont know what else to do....i know i probably just need to step back untill he gets through it and let him get through it without me *even though it hurts to see him hurt and not be able to do anything for him*...but there is nothing i can do... and like we used to say love ya and yesturday i said it and he was like "yeah same here"...and thats not normal... ::sigh:: i dont know what to do about me and him anymore...i used to could say anything to him and now its aukward sinse he has pushed me away like that, and we arent that close of friends anymore....hmmm i dunno what to do bye everyone