i just got done watching that new show jack and bobby. it was ok, but not as good as i thought it would be. tonight i studied for my tests for like 2 hours. none of it registered. im really stressed. i shoulda just picked some easier classes this semester, its the begining and already im feeling swamped. bleh. im sleepy. im not sure why. i really didnt do anything this weekend except on friday night. i went out at 10 and came home at 12, but thats all i did all weekend. i was feeling like a bum.haha..i need to get out more. --- well i feel like writing more, so youll just have to deal..hehe.. my parents are into one of their religious talks right now. they have them about once a day. picture old men and talking about the weather/politics....and thats what its like with my parents..no im not saying its a bad thing, its just annoying EVERY single night when they get into it... but anywho... so im going on my mission this saturday. my sister doesnt want me to go. she said that i shouldnt be able to go cus im not in youth...but they invited us college students, so im not sure if i should go or not. i mean i want to go, but its not worth it if the whole time im there, me and my sister are fighting the whole time. i dunno. i miss my party days...hah..it was so much easier than being "little miss perfect churchgirl" that im getting labeled as. suddenly im depressed. i hate the nighttime. it sucks. well im out for good this time.