ok so i just decided that i was going to update this again. i really dont have much to talk about. we finally figured out whats wrong with my car. it needed a new radiator...so we bought one today. im totally broke now. all i have to my name right now is 5 bucks....yeah i most definately need to find me a job....my best friend moved to mesa the other day. no call or anything. i see how special i am to her. whatever. im over it. so my uncle decides to come over and ask me why i dont have a boyfriend...lol...so i told him because i didnt want one...and he looked at me like what????? and i just said plain and simple...i dont want one...and he was all "good cus they only want one thing from you anyways"....and i started laughing....then he asked me if i was even looking...and i said..."i let them come to me"...and he was all "are they even coming to you?" WHAT THE HELL IS THAT???!!! is he trying to call me ugly or something? thats totally uncool....but i just brushed it off and said that guys are too stressfull right now....but for reals..i took that offensively...it was soo not nice the way he said it. well he can fuck off. i dont care anymore.....bleh.... ive done a stupid again :/.....why oh why cant i learn? oh well............. tata my loves ♥ [krystal]