this is hell....ugh......i cant go anywhere after dark for a while...cus mom is being dumb and trying to punish me. so yeah i guess im gonna write in here for a while til i get bored and decide to go to bed. so yeah.....Jose was really trying to get on my good side tonight. for reals. he was all calling me sexy and beutifull and stuff. which is a surprise to me because he is normally an asshole. i guess what we talked about really made him think twice about what he does when he drinks and treats me like crap. he even told me that hes going to try and cut down on the drinking because he cares about me too much to let drinking ruin our relationship...so yeah hes being sweet tonight when we were talking.:)...heh...anyways i gotta get off cus i gotta use the phone. laters Krystal