i had this feeling. the feeling that nothing could make my night any worse. and then [bam] it did. right when i walked in through the door tonight....my dad was sitting at the table. my mom was in her room. and i was like whoa...the look on his face didnt look right at all. and i was about to walk into the living room and my dad called me in the kitchen. and then it hit me....he told me that my grandma is back in the hospital and they dont know how it is going to turn out. then he said that she should be ok in a couple of days...so i was like ok. so i walk up into my room kinda in shock and all...and then 10 minutes later i overheard my dad on the phone with my uncle mike and i heard my dad say that he didnt think she would make it through the new year. i dont want to believe it. no. honestly i really dont. she cant die........she cant.............i dont know what is going to happen. but i really trully hope that this time she will want to pull through.im numb to it all.