i had another panic attack last night. it was terrible. im overly tired this morning. i guess everything is starting too catch up with me now. i didnt even get up to go to church...thats how tired i am. hmmmm oh well. i feel really bad for Stef today. its fathers day and all and she wants me to go help her pick flowers for her dads grave. i dont even know what to say. i feel so bad for her. i dont know what it is like to loose a father so im not sure how to comfort her muchless say anything about the whole fathers day thing. i wish that i could have gotten to know her dad. he seems like he was an awesome man. well shes coming over right now to pick me up so i better get going outa here. laters, Krystal