im so worried right now....one of my really close guy friends had sent me an email like last saturday that said how his life has no meaning anymore and he should die...and i have written him so much and tried to call him and there hasnt been any answer for the past 2 days. i dont know what to do because he doesnt even live here anymore and i cant just go to his house to see him. i hope he doesnt or hasnt done anything stupid. i wouldnt know what to do in life if he was gone. i need to go. i gotta figure something out soon. and fast. bye